| Lilium |

About Me:

I’m boring, foolish, crazy, stupid, ugly, and it’s hard for me to care about most anything.
I’m lovely, funny, adventurous, sweet, and constantly happy.
I’m either someone you will love, or someone you will hate, there is no middle ground.
I like a lot of things following this tumblr you will find out about pretty much everything I like. 
I spam pictures of certain things sometimes, be warned. 
I update every day (always have a queue set up) at the least and around 10 things in one second at the most. 
There are things that I find most important in life: Family, Music, and Money.
I know how to take care of myself, so I don’t need you helping me (but thanks anyway.) I’m fairly good at giving advice, but I am blunt and most people don’t like to hear what I have to say, even though it’s pretty good advice.
I know how to use money wisely.
I know what I want to do with the rest of my life.
I am amazingly good at faking emotions, believe what you want.
I don’t believe in holding negative emotions, this doesn’t mean that I don’t have any, or that I don’t hold on to them, but that I refuse to let myself to get a point where I need to hold onto such foolish negative things.
I’m an optimistic realist.
I’ve become more confident about my body and have an awesome personality.
I am socially awkward but it’s often confused with this awesome ability to talk with people well.
I am a straight female. I wish I was born a gay male.
I am totally for gay rights.
I love to clean, cook, and make people happy.
I’m a total ’50s girl. I truly believe a woman’s place is in the kitchen or in the bedroom, ONLY if they have a husband though. I believe in woman being able to do other jobs and whatnot, but if they have a good income from their spouse they should be in the kitchen or the bedroom.
I’m incredibly adventurous. I try most anything once.
I am into bdsm and am a masochist.
I can be upset with life and not want to continue living, but in all honesty I love life.
I love school, I love to learn. I am a total nerd.
I am taken. I have a boyfriend who is quite intelligent and really nice and actually treats me nice. He puts my needs above his own, without overdoing it, and I get along with him really well. I enjoy his company and being with him massively. I love him. we’ve been together for almost ten months now and haven’t had sex. he doesn’t pressure me for anything. he’s a great man. 
I am happy. though I get depressed too, don’t flip shits. it happens. 
I live a drug and alcohol free life. I enjoy it more than most people enjoy being high/drunk.